well.. m writing this blog... n my eyes are brimming with tears...today a part of me has been buried... has died...n i m mourning... u may wonder wat has happened... but alas.. even if i tell u... it wont be worth it... yes.. this is another heartbroken victim... weird... i never thot my heart cud break.. bcoz after all... m the practical one.. the one who moves on.. the one who never looks back.. n today.. m blown.. a part of me has died... n i cant revive it... not bcoz i lost my love.. but bcoz i lost my best frend too... adit n me had met around 3 years back.... it had been a total roller coaster ride.. he was a serious kinda guy... n me.. i was a total freak... always upto some stupidity... he sobered me.. he was the first guy i ever really cared abt .... he taught me the meaning of love.. n mind u.. we werent the average bf or gf... he used to hate that tag... it was funny... that when every relationship breaks in a matter of months... our relationship lasted around 3 yrs..

He used to tease me a lot... n yet he taught me a lot... he introduced me to spirituality... he made me realise that world is more than just wat i percieve it to be... frends told us that v oughta call them on our wedding..!!! hahaha... n today i stand all alone...wondering whether is he going thru the same pain that i am feeling... i knw he will miss me... bcoz the feelings we shared were too strong to break so easily...

We didnt break up bcoz v were bored of each other... neither did v break up bcoz v found some other love... no... v broke up bcoz...v  both wanted to fly.. n one of us lost faith... when v loose faith in ourselves... v not only damage ourselves.. but v hurt the ppl close to us... v both will care for each other as long as v live.. n i know that... but today i cry... bcoz i lost my best friend... he was n will remain my best frend...

I dont really care if this is puppy love.. it changed me... maybe.. in future.. i will get over him.... i dont need advice on how to get over him.... bcoz...time heals all wounds... n i knw that...  but wherever he is... i wish him all the best... n that he will always remain the first guy i ever loved...

Adios....